I had a beautiful beautiful tiiiime.

I just woke up from a three hour nap. I love naps, but hate them this late. Sleep is definitely not in the cards for me tonight. Oh wells. I went to sleep because my mom made me angry. So it was either sleep, or get in a huge argument with my mom. I chose sleep! For once! AND I just apologized. Two points for the daughter!

So, my weekend was really lovely. One of the best in a while! Friday didn't go as planned. I didn't have enough gas/cash to go to rancho, and some stuff came up. So instead me and brie hung around Redlands. Went to Fox. Mandy joined us for a bit. Then they kicked us out. So, we were hanging by the Vault for a little (since we can't go in, lame). Then we decided to buy a cigar. WHY? WHYYYY!? I dunno, but we looked uber cool.





After that we went to Aaron's with John Ng and watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall. So funny! I hadn't seen it before. Saturday, I was busy! The work day went by sooo quickly. It was so fun! And I felt good about work when I left, not all pissed off like I normally do when I assist. I can't wait to do hair full time!!!!! Alright, so Saturday night was the party at my old house. Such a good time! Good people, so fun.

Yesterday me, Chelsea, Kayla, and Mike went to L.A. Trading Post off of Melrose to be exact. It was so sweet. Good prices! Such good fashions. I got a shirt, a rebuilt dress, and a purse (that used to be a place mat), all for like $32! We also walked around Melrose, Baracuda was having a sale. We went to pee at Coffee Bean and we saw Ethan Embry! I wanted to be like "Preston!? Preston Meyerssssssssssss!!" haha. but, like always, I got shy and didn't say a word. But he totally talked to us! He let me use the bathroom before him! He was nice. We also stopped off at Alvera Street. All in all, the day was cool.

Today was my day off, but we had a class at the salon. It was a great class. She cut my hair! I got like a inch off! Sad, but I definitely needed it, being that I lightened my hair and all.

Now that brings us to the present. I will be listening to loveline, and then reading. Good night, all.

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I'm all hopped up on Midol... aka perfect time for a bLoG LyKe OmGzZz!@!# It somewhat sucks that Midol has a ton of caffiene in it, because it's nice to not have cramps before and during sleep, but it makes me cuh-raaaaazy!

SO, uhmmm. Yeahhhh. Currently listening to loveline... and STILL missing Stryker, of course. WHY THE FUCK DID THEY HAVE TO TAKE HIM OFF THE SHOW?! Breaks my heart. You know what else breaks my heart?! That my boyfriend (Kris Allen), is most likely going to loose American Idol because stupid Adam Lambert screechesssssss. UGH. Call it going against the grain, or whatever you want, but I can't stand that dude! He rubs me the WROOOOONG way! Okay, enough of that dorky American Idol rant...!

Someone should come in on Saturday and get a shampoo/blowdry or conditioning treatment or something! Because my day is almost full and it would be nice to not have to assist at all! Plus, it will make my day go faster! Consider itttt!

I feel like I finally have a weekend filled with plans! Tomorrow, I'm going to a surprise party in Rancho (at Cherie's) for an old high school friends 21st! It's probably going to be pleasantly weird, considering there will most likely be a ton of people I haven't seen since junior year. But still nice all the same! Then Saturday, Hannah and Kort are having kind of a last HOOORRRAHHH party at the Riverside house (my old house). YOU SHOULD COME! It's going to be a great time with some amazing people.

Oh and the might, turned into a yes! I'm moving back to Riverside in a few weeks! Excitingggg.

Okay. I'm going to attempt sleep. Dream well everyone.

First things first, happy mother's day, mother's of the world! what would we do without you!?

Hmmmm, alright so, it's been a while. Once again, I'm a TERRIBLE AWFUL HORRIBLE blogger. Sue me! I went on my vacation. I've been back for about two weeks now. It was so amazing! It was such a great experience. I have a ton of pictures on my myspace. Plus, like three undeveloped disposable camera's, and an underwater one as well. We went snorkeling in Cozumel. It was craaaaaazy. I'll admit, I was EXTREMELY hung over this day, so I only went to 2 of the 3 snorkeling spots and threw up on the boat ha. Yeah, that was the only day I drank like that. Learned my lesson, that's for sure.

I got a tattoo in Grand Cayman! My zodiac symbol. To be honest, there wasn't much to do there. Just a lot of shopping and 7 mile beach (but we didn't go there). It was still beautiful, all the same. But Jamaica was my favorite! Yaaaaaaaaaaaa Monnnn! Everyone is so nice there! We went to this all inclusive beach party thing. They served food and drinks all day. I got my hair braided. and we danced and danced. It was so much fun!

Then I came home :( haha. Back to reality.

So I'm a part time stylist at the salon now. I would be full time, but because of this shitty economic situation we are in, I'm still assisting part time, until the new assistants start working. I'm guessing that will be sometime this summer. Waiting game. EH.

Last thing, I might be moving to Riverside again. Hannah asked me to move in to a two bedroom house with her. So I'm still sitting on it. But it's very likely. The house is freaking ADORABLEEEE! I love it. There's an island in the kitchen and an old fashion tub. Super cute. I'll definitely blog when I make a decision. And once again, attempt to blog more often. ha. ha.

byebyes.

all of the sudden today, i'm feeling like complete and utter SHIT. i don't know what it is. i'm going to write in my personal journal and try to figure it out.




bye.

it's official

i'm a terrible blogger.
or at least i'm terrible at updating.


i have strawberry blonde hair now.
i'm lovin' it.
just in time for summer
(and the cruise!)

whhhhat whhhhat! i leave in 10 days.
holy shit. i thought the day would never come.
i'm going to come back BLACK.
f'reals. with braids and everything.

my nephew is here this weekend. he is SO fucking adorable.

last night was... interesting.
i shoulda knew 4themassive would be a rave.. haha. OH WELL.
went to charlies jewels. don't even ask how.

today means lounging, cleaning, tanning, and movies later.

HAPPY SUNDAY!

i've neglected blogger all month. twitter takes up all my online free time. anyways. i don't have time to update now, but i will tomorrow. or something like that :)

sigh of relief.

i was a cleaning machine today! i cleaned my room and bathroom (spick and span might i add). i also went through the car wash at shell. I've definitely taken full advantage of that since they FINALLY put one in redlands. I discovered three tokens for the dollar car wash so i vacuumed out my car and bought a wild cherry air freshener. it looks and smells so lovely!

i like when things are clean around me. i feel much more organized and less stressed out. too bad it won't stay like this no matter how hard i try.

oh, i totally have a new infatuation with david kross.


sooooooooo beautiful.


and now for yoga.
i hope your day was as peaceful as mine.

my expectations were most definitely exceeded. seriously, the reader gave me the chills. it was a beautiful story, with brilliant and talented actors, and an amazing film all in all. i highly recommend this film. i was crying. i love how powerful art can be. i love when i can be so emotionally connected to a character that i feel their pain and happiness and love.

i am wide awake right now. so i think i will write.

by the way, i can't wait until summer session at crafton. i really want to be in school again. i think i've officially decided to not do hair for the rest of my life. i love it, and i have a passion for it still. but i want to write.

and that is my conclusion.

movie queen

i've been watching tons of movies this weekend! i blame it on the weather. even though it was beautiful today!

a mighty heart

^sooo sad. but angelina jolie is amazing.

the wrestler

wow. like for reals. mickey rourke definitely put his whole soul into this film, but i think his "comeback" kind of caused marisa tomei and evan rachel wood's performances to be overlooked. they are seriously amazing actresses.

cruel intentions

so twisted. so fucked up. but sooo fucking good. by the way, what happened to sarah michelle gellar?

fargo

another good one. crazy it's a true story whhhhat.

the reader

i'm catching the 10:30 showing tonight. i'll update and let you know how it was. though i'm sure it's going to be exremely great. kate winslet is brilliant.

p.s.

my hormones are OUT OF CONTROL this week. i can't handle it. i feel like a teenage boy.

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random thoughts of the day.

-Yoga SO kicked my ass tonight! my body is extremely exhausted, but i feel so good!

-I hate the fact that guys have this preconceived notion that every girl they casually date, wants to marry them. or ever have a relationship with them, for that matter. It's like, who the hell crowned you god's gift to women? cause half of y'all don't even know how to use your ish, so i believe that title belongs to vibrators.

-God, I CAN'T WAIT until I'm a stylist. (this is an every 10 minute thought actually)

-Corn on the cob is SO good.

-Money is the root of all evil.

-Coachella is going to be lame this year (excluding my love, of course). I don't know if that's actually true, or I just keep telling myself that since I'm going to be in a different country on those dates.

-I'm SO WHITE. Seriously, summer needs to come asap. or at least decent laying out weather. Last year during february we definitely made a beach trip.

-On second hand, I love the rain. We are going to have a beautiful, green, spring.

-Disneyland on Monday YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!


fin.

watch this part 2

me and you and everyone we know.

weird and quite disturbing. but at the end, i felt satisfied and left with a little something to keep thinking about.

see this

wristcutters: a love story.

so amazing. even better the second time around<3

by the way

i've been meaning to mention how (excuse my language) FUCKING EXCITED i am that blink is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLL YESSSSSSSSSSSS! I KNEW MY BOYS WOULDN'T FAIL ME!

tom is the original l of my l<3

i'm proud of myself.

i've shed 7 pounds so far this year.

i did this haircut today in class (yes, that is a doll head hah):


sidenote, i'm going to start taking pictures of my work, not only for my own benefit of starting a profile, but so you can see what i do, and if you like it, you can come in :)

and i finally got my wisdom teeth out. though it was painful, it needed to happen. i feel like this is the year i start seriously taking care of myself. and because i want to, not just because it's trendy or i want to be fit (though being fit is definitely a major plus!)

can't wait to be here already mannnn!:

just sayin'

if fucking inanimate objects were possible...

i'd fuck his voice in a heartbeat:

Entry Way Song

Last Saturday
I stood in your entry way
A place where we used to wait
For cars to carry us away
Like once in this storm
They drove me and Justin home
The music was just being born
It was all I was longing for
Now I'm on a plane
Of singing my songs again
Oh, please don't think ill of it
It's the reason I exist
But you
You're the crutch of a cripple
You're the calm of a conscience
You're the peace that I have found
When all these voices talk too loud
Well, you are quietly reassuring me
With the hands of a healer
And the tongue of a teacher
It's your voice that I have known
To be the first one on the phone
Yeah, you ran all the lights to the hospital

So don't you say to me
That life's a trap
The future is nothing but a tragedy
Because I'll be out of that window
Yeah, I'll start wishing to die again
Just say we're not walking backwards, kid
And show me to the door
And I'll walk behind
Out into the hot sunlight
Where the world's very much alive
Even when I close my eyes

Well, should I admit
That my promise is counterfeit
That I'm careless and childish
And that's all I can hope to be
And would you concede
That I think only of myself
I refuse everybody's help
Who has been reaching out for me?
Well, you reach with the soul of a sailor
And the swing of a miner
You have cleared the rock away
Leaving gold there in its place
And it is more than anyone could claim
Oh, with the sense of a banker
And with the touch of a tailor
You saved this life for me
And you have sown it to beauty
And I am grateful now and I will always be

So would you sing with me
The song is all I know
Some truths are told now only in a melody
So I've been writing a new one
Yeah, I've been taking my time with it
It's gonna be so perfect
It's gonna hold all of us inside of it
You will see
If you just add your harmony
I think it would be complete
And be worthy of singing
My clumsy symphony

Yeah, you're the cool of the water
You're the start of the summer
Keep me still like a anchor
In a storm you're the cellar
When I'm heavy with worry make me light as a feather
When I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember
With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar
When I'm starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter
You're a poet
And a saint
You are the only one I choose to imitate
Oh, like the love of a father through the eye of a camera
It's this picture I have seen
We're on a sloping hill of green
And you are walking there beside me

revolutionary road

go see it.
it was beautiful and amazing!

kate winslet definitely deserved the golden globe.
(they need to be a real couple. for serious)

:)

i've been vegan for two years!