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I had a beautiful beautiful tiiiime.

2009-05-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

I just woke up from a three hour nap. I love naps, but hate them this late. Sleep is definitely not in the cards for me tonight. Oh wells. I went to sleep because my mom made me angry. So it was either sleep, or get in a huge argument with my mom. I chose sleep! For once! AND I just apologized. Two points for the daughter!

So, my weekend was really lovely. One of the best in a while! Friday didn't go as planned. I didn't have enough gas/cash to go to rancho, and some stuff came up. So instead me and brie hung around Redlands. Went to Fox. Mandy joined us for a bit. Then they kicked us out. So, we were hanging by the Vault for a little (since we can't go in, lame). Then we decided to buy a cigar. WHY? WHYYYY!? I dunno, but we looked uber cool.

After that we went to Aaron's with John Ng and watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall. So funny! I hadn't seen it before. Saturday, I was busy! The work day went by sooo quickly. It was so fun! And I felt good about work when I left, not all pissed off like I normally do when I assist. I can't wait to do hair full time!!!!! Alright, so Saturday night was the party at my old house. Such a good time! Good people, so fun.

Yesterday me, Chelsea, Kayla, and Mike went to L.A. Trading Post off of Melrose to be exact. It was so sweet. Good prices! Such good fashions. I got a shirt, a rebuilt dress, and a purse (that used to be a place mat), all for like $32! We also walked around Melrose, Baracuda was having a sale. We went to pee at Coffee Bean and we saw Ethan Embry! I wanted to be like "Preston!? Preston Meyerssssssssssss!!" haha. but, like always, I got shy and didn't say a word. But he totally talked to us! He let me use the bathroom before him! He was nice. We also stopped off at Alvera Street. All in all, the day was cool.

Today was my day off, but we had a class at the salon. It was a great class. She cut my hair! I got like a inch off! Sad, but I definitely needed it, being that I lightened my hair and all.

Now that brings us to the present. I will be listening to loveline, and then reading. Good night, all.

rejklfa232523995mfsdl;knf!!

2009-05-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

I'm all hopped up on Midol... aka perfect time for a bLoG LyKe OmGzZz!@!# It somewhat sucks that Midol has a ton of caffiene in it, because it's nice to not have cramps before and during sleep, but it makes me cuh-raaaaazy!

SO, uhmmm. Yeahhhh. Currently listening to loveline... and STILL missing Stryker, of course. WHY THE FUCK DID THEY HAVE TO TAKE HIM OFF THE SHOW?! Breaks my heart. You know what else breaks my heart?! That my boyfriend (Kris Allen), is most likely going to loose American Idol because stupid Adam Lambert screechesssssss. UGH. Call it going against the grain, or whatever you want, but I can't stand that dude! He rubs me the WROOOOONG way! Okay, enough of that dorky American Idol rant...!

Someone should come in on Saturday and get a shampoo/blowdry or conditioning treatment or something! Because my day is almost full and it would be nice to not have to assist at all! Plus, it will make my day go faster! Consider itttt!

I feel like I finally have a weekend filled with plans! Tomorrow, I'm going to a surprise party in Rancho (at Cherie's) for an old high school friends 21st! It's probably going to be pleasantly weird, considering there will most likely be a ton of people I haven't seen since junior year. But still nice all the same! Then Saturday, Hannah and Kort are having kind of a last HOOORRRAHHH party at the Riverside house (my old house). YOU SHOULD COME! It's going to be a great time with some amazing people.

Oh and the might, turned into a yes! I'm moving back to Riverside in a few weeks! Excitingggg.

Okay. I'm going to attempt sleep. Dream well everyone.

2009-05-10T21:05:00.001-07:00

First things first, happy mother's day, mother's of the world! what would we do without you!?

Hmmmm, alright so, it's been a while. Once again, I'm a TERRIBLE AWFUL HORRIBLE blogger. Sue me! I went on my vacation. I've been back for about two weeks now. It was so amazing! It was such a great experience. I have a ton of pictures on my myspace. Plus, like three undeveloped disposable camera's, and an underwater one as well. We went snorkeling in Cozumel. It was craaaaaazy. I'll admit, I was EXTREMELY hung over this day, so I only went to 2 of the 3 snorkeling spots and threw up on the boat ha. Yeah, that was the only day I drank like that. Learned my lesson, that's for sure.

I got a tattoo in Grand Cayman! My zodiac symbol. To be honest, there wasn't much to do there. Just a lot of shopping and 7 mile beach (but we didn't go there). It was still beautiful, all the same. But Jamaica was my favorite! Yaaaaaaaaaaaa Monnnn! Everyone is so nice there! We went to this all inclusive beach party thing. They served food and drinks all day. I got my hair braided. and we danced and danced. It was so much fun!

Then I came home :( haha. Back to reality.

So I'm a part time stylist at the salon now. I would be full time, but because of this shitty economic situation we are in, I'm still assisting part time, until the new assistants start working. I'm guessing that will be sometime this summer. Waiting game. EH.

Last thing, I might be moving to Riverside again. Hannah asked me to move in to a two bedroom house with her. So I'm still sitting on it. But it's very likely. The house is freaking ADORABLEEEE! I love it. There's an island in the kitchen and an old fashion tub. Super cute. I'll definitely blog when I make a decision. And once again, attempt to blog more often. ha. ha.

byebyes.

2009-04-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

all of the sudden today, i'm feeling like complete and utter SHIT. i don't know what it is. i'm going to write in my personal journal and try to figure it out.

bye.

it's official

2009-04-05T11:45:00.000-07:00

i'm a terrible blogger.
or at least i'm terrible at updating.

i have strawberry blonde hair now.
i'm lovin' it.
just in time for summer
(and the cruise!)

whhhhat whhhhat! i leave in 10 days.
holy shit. i thought the day would never come.
i'm going to come back BLACK.
f'reals. with braids and everything.

my nephew is here this weekend. he is SO fucking adorable.

last night was... interesting.
i shoulda knew 4themassive would be a rave.. haha. OH WELL.
went to charlies jewels. don't even ask how.

today means lounging, cleaning, tanning, and movies later.

HAPPY SUNDAY!

2009-03-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

i've neglected blogger all month. twitter takes up all my online free time. anyways. i don't have time to update now, but i will tomorrow. or something like that :)

sigh of relief.

2009-03-02T18:15:00.001-08:00

i was a cleaning machine today! i cleaned my room and bathroom (spick and span might i add). i also went through the car wash at shell. I've definitely taken full advantage of that since they FINALLY put one in redlands. I discovered three tokens for the dollar car wash so i vacuumed out my car and bought a wild cherry air freshener. it looks and smells so lovely!

i like when things are clean around me. i feel much more organized and less stressed out. too bad it won't stay like this no matter how hard i try.

oh, i totally have a new infatuation with david kross.

sooooooooo beautiful.

and now for yoga.
i hope your day was as peaceful as mine.

2009-03-02T01:19:00.000-08:00

my expectations were most definitely exceeded. seriously, the reader gave me the chills. it was a beautiful story, with brilliant and talented actors, and an amazing film all in all. i highly recommend this film. i was crying. i love how powerful art can be. i love when i can be so emotionally connected to a character that i feel their pain and happiness and love.

i am wide awake right now. so i think i will write.

by the way, i can't wait until summer session at crafton. i really want to be in school again. i think i've officially decided to not do hair for the rest of my life. i love it, and i have a passion for it still. but i want to write.

and that is my conclusion.

movie queen

2009-03-01T18:48:00.000-08:00

i've been watching tons of movies this weekend! i blame it on the weather. even though it was beautiful today!

a mighty heart

^sooo sad. but angelina jolie is amazing.

the wrestler

wow. like for reals. mickey rourke definitely put his whole soul into this film, but i think his "comeback" kind of caused marisa tomei and evan rachel wood's performances to be overlooked. they are seriously amazing actresses.

cruel intentions

so twisted. so fucked up. but sooo fucking good. by the way, what happened to sarah michelle gellar?

fargo

another good one. crazy it's a true story whhhhat.

the reader

i'm catching the 10:30 showing tonight. i'll update and let you know how it was. though i'm sure it's going to be exremely great. kate winslet is brilliant.

p.s.

2009-02-18T22:40:00.001-08:00

my hormones are OUT OF CONTROL this week. i can't handle it. i feel like a teenage boy.

lasdfhkasdjhfklsdahfklsdahckjdbaskvasdk~@!%^@#!~~~!!!!

random thoughts of the day.

2009-02-18T22:19:00.000-08:00

-Yoga SO kicked my ass tonight! my body is extremely exhausted, but i feel so good!

-I hate the fact that guys have this preconceived notion that every girl they casually date, wants to marry them. or ever have a relationship with them, for that matter. It's like, who the hell crowned you god's gift to women? cause half of y'all don't even know how to use your ish, so i believe that title belongs to vibrators.

-God, I CAN'T WAIT until I'm a stylist. (this is an every 10 minute thought actually)

-Corn on the cob is SO good.

-Money is the root of all evil.

-Coachella is going to be lame this year (excluding my love, of course). I don't know if that's actually true, or I just keep telling myself that since I'm going to be in a different country on those dates.

-I'm SO WHITE. Seriously, summer needs to come asap. or at least decent laying out weather. Last year during february we definitely made a beach trip.

-On second hand, I love the rain. We are going to have a beautiful, green, spring.

-Disneyland on Monday YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

fin.

watch this part 2

2009-02-17T21:57:00.000-08:00

me and you and everyone we know.

weird and quite disturbing. but at the end, i felt satisfied and left with a little something to keep thinking about.

see this

2009-02-16T23:34:00.000-08:00

wristcutters: a love story.

so amazing. even better the second time around<3

by the way

2009-02-11T07:42:00.001-08:00

i've been meaning to mention how (excuse my language) FUCKING EXCITED i am that blink is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLL YESSSSSSSSSSSS! I KNEW MY BOYS WOULDN'T FAIL ME!

tom is the original l of my l<3

i'm proud of myself.

2009-02-10T22:47:00.001-08:00

i've shed 7 pounds so far this year.

i did this haircut today in class (yes, that is a doll head hah):

sidenote, i'm going to start taking pictures of my work, not only for my own benefit of starting a profile, but so you can see what i do, and if you like it, you can come in :)

and i finally got my wisdom teeth out. though it was painful, it needed to happen. i feel like this is the year i start seriously taking care of myself. and because i want to, not just because it's trendy or i want to be fit (though being fit is definitely a major plus!)

can't wait to be here already mannnn!:

just sayin'

2009-01-28T22:56:00.000-08:00

if fucking inanimate objects were possible...

i'd fuck his voice in a heartbeat:

Entry Way Song

2009-01-19T19:38:00.001-08:00

Last Saturday
I stood in your entry way
A place where we used to wait
For cars to carry us away
Like once in this storm
They drove me and Justin home
The music was just being born
It was all I was longing for
Now I'm on a plane
Of singing my songs again
Oh, please don't think ill of it
It's the reason I exist
But you
You're the crutch of a cripple
You're the calm of a conscience
You're the peace that I have found
When all these voices talk too loud
Well, you are quietly reassuring me
With the hands of a healer
And the tongue of a teacher
It's your voice that I have known
To be the first one on the phone
Yeah, you ran all the lights to the hospital

So don't you say to me
That life's a trap
The future is nothing but a tragedy
Because I'll be out of that window
Yeah, I'll start wishing to die again
Just say we're not walking backwards, kid
And show me to the door
And I'll walk behind
Out into the hot sunlight
Where the world's very much alive
Even when I close my eyes

Well, should I admit
That my promise is counterfeit
That I'm careless and childish
And that's all I can hope to be
And would you concede
That I think only of myself
I refuse everybody's help
Who has been reaching out for me?
Well, you reach with the soul of a sailor
And the swing of a miner
You have cleared the rock away
Leaving gold there in its place
And it is more than anyone could claim
Oh, with the sense of a banker
And with the touch of a tailor
You saved this life for me
And you have sown it to beauty
And I am grateful now and I will always be

So would you sing with me
The song is all I know
Some truths are told now only in a melody
So I've been writing a new one
Yeah, I've been taking my time with it
It's gonna be so perfect
It's gonna hold all of us inside of it
You will see
If you just add your harmony
I think it would be complete
And be worthy of singing
My clumsy symphony

Yeah, you're the cool of the water
You're the start of the summer
Keep me still like a anchor
In a storm you're the cellar
When I'm heavy with worry make me light as a feather
When I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember
With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar
When I'm starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter
You're a poet
And a saint
You are the only one I choose to imitate
Oh, like the love of a father through the eye of a camera
It's this picture I have seen
We're on a sloping hill of green
And you are walking there beside me

revolutionary road

2009-01-12T17:36:00.000-08:00

go see it.
it was beautiful and amazing!

kate winslet definitely deserved the golden globe.
(they need to be a real couple. for serious)

:)

2009-01-02T08:50:00.001-08:00

i've been vegan for two years!

argh.

2008-12-18T22:38:00.001-08:00

i miss a ton of people (a few in particular) and it sucks because i feel like i'm the only one making an effort. or even the only one that cares.

my heart is a little broken.

ATTN! PARTY ON THE 13TH!!!!

2008-12-04T22:10:00.001-08:00

WE ARE HAVING A PARTY AND YOU ARE INVITED (MAYBE?!)

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COME
CONTACT ME VIA MYSPACE OR PHONE
(909) 331-0956!!!!!

IT IS NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS THEMED
(SO DRESS UP AS A CHARACTER FROM THE MOVIE
OR HALLOWEEN OR CHRISTMAS-LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

yayyyyY!

LOVELOVELOVE<333333333

realization.

2008-12-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

i can't fake being happy. i realized that in the car, just now. i'm too emotional of a person, and i am not afraid of that. therefore, i cannot, will not hide my emotions. i can't put on a mask and pretend everything is okay. inside, i am not okay. and there might not be a reason. but i can't hide it. i'm not one of those people. my emotions are too strong and vivid to just replace or ignore them.

i wish i knew what was wrong. i haven't felt like this since i graduated high school. only then i had a reason. maybe my reason is being lonely. i'm extremely independent now. maybe too independent. to the point where i KNOW i can make someone happy. and be happy. and yet, still be my own person and do my own thing. but i have yet to find someone i can share that with. so, this future love is already breaking my heart!

i don't know if i am making any sense!!!!!! but i don't care! i don't! writing feels good. and it numbs the pain. especially when i write publicly. even if no one responds to this, hell, even if not one soul reads this, it makes me feel better to think that maybe someone out there is listening to me. and i'd rather it be a stranger than someone i know (minus a few people that know who they are) because i know a stranger cannot judge me. and has no idea what i've been through and no idea what my life is about besides this pointless blog and this pathetic entry. but maybe they can somehow relate in an unbiast way.

i'm going to sit on the roof and scream periodically until i feel like i've accomplished something.

i'm not editing this at all, so i'm sorry if this is hard to understand.

rant

2008-12-01T17:00:00.001-08:00

-i really wish my brother wouldn't fake being sick and make my mom worry!
-i hate my love handles and i'm handling that shit pronto. as in it's already in the works.

i thought i had more to rant about, and i'm sure i do, but i'm being positive, remember!? yay!

i finished eclipse and it was amazing! i hear breaking dawn is the best, we will see. after i finish this one, i'm going back to re-reading harry potter. the trailer got me pumped! then after that, i have no game plan! recommendations anyone? okay! i have to peeeeeee. have a lovely night.

movin' on up.

2008-11-30T23:18:00.000-08:00

i don't want to feel the way i've been feeling! so today i had myself a good day, and it felt lovely! hannah and i worked out around the pool and then met her mom and brothers for a movie and dinner/lunch. it was nice.

and then i went to my parents house to watch the britney spears documentary with my mom. it was very very good. i love britney i don't even careeeeeeeeeeeeee!

dayum. definitely motivated to get fit for the cruise!

okayyyy byeeee.

well

2008-11-29T17:49:00.000-08:00

there was once you,
you said you hate my suffering.
and you understood
and you'd take care of me.
you'd always be there.

WELL WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

contentment.

2008-11-24T15:42:00.000-08:00

this weekend was quite lovely! friday i had a date that was aweful, but i'm over it now. saturday i worked all day (and hated every minute), then i went out to see my sister with my step dad. she's doing well! and when she's all doped up, she can walk with a cane! such excellent progress. it makes me happy! and my nephew is the cutest thing ever. just sayin'. when i got back to riverside, dani (another assistant i work with) and i went and saw twilight again! it was better the second time around! i just love the dinner and bedroom scene! [sidenote: twilight made over 70 million this weekend and they are beginning production on new moon, which i just finished. sooooo good. i cried yeahyeah.]

yesterday brie and i were feeling trapped and a little down so we decided to take the metro to L.A. it was soooo nice! first, we got off the subway on beverly/vermont, to look for buffalo exchange. well, we were unsuccessful. i guess being cautious and pretty much scared shitless won over our love for a store filled with vintage. oh well, one day soon. (and when i actually have money!). so we got off on hollywood and vine next and just walked around. we went into tons of random stores. it was really fun. we got cute little bracelets with bells and different beads on them. we ate at baja fresh... which was really delicious! i had never been. anywho, it was tons of fun and nice to get away from the inland empire, not to mention a nice adventure with my best friend.

today has been a lazy day, but mondays always are. i finished new moon this morning and immediate ran to target to get eclipse. luckily i got the last copy and i've been home reading ever since. in a while i am going to pick up my mom from work, hopefully we can have a good mother daughter visit.

some pictures for your entertainment:

twilight (midnight showing) in line.

haah this picture cracks me up! happy vampire :)

brie, chels, me. team edward goooo!

my bff waited since 4pm! love herrr.

pat and ali! lovers.

aweee *barf* aweee

reading

on the

train!

subway waiting game.

trying on wigs at iguana!

alright, back to my reading! have a lovely night everyone.

2008-11-23T11:53:00.001-08:00

L.A. with my best friend.

we're leaving now.
pictures later :)

from this day forth

2008-11-22T01:15:00.000-08:00

no boy will ever compare to edward cullen. i'm in love.
in love with a fictional, non-existent character!
i'm ridiculous!!!!!

who caressssssssssssssss!
i'm going insane.

capital H E L P!

2008-11-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

We got cable today! My only problem is, I don't know what to watch. Besides, the obvious, Degrassi, I can't seem to be even remotely interested. Though, I really would like to get some use out of my extra $10 a month. Give me your suggestions, please.

I finished Twilight last night. I cried. It was beautiful. I get the chills just thinking about it. I really can't wait til Thursday night! Ahhhhhh!!!! I started New Moon, and it's already breaking my heart, but that doesn't mean it's not going to be just as captivating. Hannah just helped me hang my Edward poster. Here, I'll show you:

Right above my bed. Inbetween my Harry Potter calendar and Bright Ezzzzzzzle poster (my other outrageous obsessions).

I did like 6 loads of laudry today! WHAT!?! CRAZY.

I've decided to start taking more pictures. I want to get a lot of disposable cameras and constantly be snapping great memories. Not to mention, break my habit of leaving the film to rot under my bed or something. I've still yet to develop prom and graduation. HAHA.

Anyways, I'm going to get back to my reading. Have a lovely night, lovely folk.

it's true

2008-11-16T21:58:00.001-08:00

I've formed another one of my unhealthy obsessions.

UGH! Is this a trait of libra's?! Or can I just be easily influenced and brainwashed? Once I get into something (such as books, movies, drinks and such) I become completely infatuated. I'm not sure if I like this trait I've come to realize I have. I don't know what else to say.

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN.

Bonjour!

2008-11-11T23:03:00.000-08:00

To be honest, I completely neglected my other blog, and now I'm sad to say, I don't even remember my user name let alone the password. So here we are, fresh new blog. First entry. And I have not a clue what to write about. No wonder I let the other rot in cyberspace.

Here's my attempt at composing something of substance to my very few readers.

I've given in and began reading the Twilight series. I've read well over 150 pages since yesterday evening, and I'll be sincere and tell you I really can't put it down. When I do seem to tear myself away from it, I think about it. All day at work today, I was so excited to go on lunch and read again. So, even though I haven't finished the first of four books, I reccommend them to anyone who likes fantasy and/or romance. Stephenie Meyer (the author) is very descriptive, and I tend to like that. Brie already bought us our tickets for the midnight showing for the film coming out. Hopefully it's as mindblowing as the book has been.

Hmm... Some other great news is that I will more than likely be going to Amsterdam with my boss next September. I've heard that it's either a.) beautiful and really different and cool, or b.) terrible, dirty, and hookers are constantly walking down the street. Oh and apparently you can buy shrooms for really cheap (not that I'm even remotely interested). Master Jam (a big Aveda hair show) is going to be there next year. So I'll either be going to work and assist her and her friends, or I'll just go for the show and enjoy myself. Either way, I told her I would love to go.

Friday Gerard Scarpaci tought us a class at the salon. It was so amazing! I did a haircut on my mom, and it looks fantastic. He is an amazing teacher. I felt like I completely understood his way of teaching. He definitely thinks outside the box, and it is most certainly to his advantage.

I'm really hoping to start school at RCC next semester, but I'm not sure that is going to happen on account of I'm broke! Christmas is coming too, meaning I will be even more broke. Why must money mean everything!? I can't stand that!

Anyways, I guess I had more to write about than I thought. I'm going to get back to my reading. Goodnight baby loves. Have beautiful dreams.